Okay, Im not a regular blogger anymore and seems to have had disappeared ya?
Many many thgs to rant but guess its time for another silence.....
the last blog when I bid goodbye was 05? and now will be till?
haas.
Gonna start a new one or have none.
*memories lingers
<3
see me speaking2:36 PM
xoxo
HELLO ?!
>.<
*DELETED THE LATEST EMOFIED POSTS VENTING/WEEPING MYSELF VERBALLY. LETS BE SIMPLIFIED & EASY ON IT.
BE SOMEWHAT, DRAMTIC?
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" HAPPY 2 0 0 9"
THATS WHAT I SAID ON 31/12/08 ; 12AM
& THANK YOU SO MUCH,
SO "HAPPY" !
*SCREAMSS- HOPING ITS JUST SO FAR.
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GLYNNIS MET HER...
MmM...
MAJOR EMOTIONAL FALLS *
STARTED: JAN 10??
ENDED: PENDING
I KINDA THINK IM TRYING TO PORTRAY MY DARKNESS IN HUMOUR. *NOT LAUGHING*
'HAHAHAS'
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HAD LOST TOUCH WITH PICS SINCE ..... 09!
MAJOR "EVENTS" THAT TOOK PLACE
1 THE BREAK UP
2 TORN UP
3 BROKENED UP
4 SCREWED UP
5 ALRIGHT, FIXING UP.
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SERIOUSLY, I THINK I KINDA RUINED MY OWN ACTUAL BIRTHDAY'S DAY THIS YEAR.
20TH ON 19TH JAN~
'HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU'
THANK YOU,
SO " HAPPY ".
(ALRIGHT, SAME OLD LINE, PURPOSEFULLY )
ANWS, MANY TKS TO MY FAMILY & FRENS "CELEBRATING MY EVENTS" STATED ABOVE.
LOVES*
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IM BACK HERE HOPEFULLY TO PRESENT BETTER THINGS AT A REGULAR PACE FOR MEMORY LANE.
ANYONE STILL FREQUENTS HERE? -WONDERS-
(I HAD LOCK THIS BLOG UP FOR A FEW MONTHS - JUS LIKE I LOCKED MYSELF I RECKON)
WILL TRY TO UPLOAD SOME PICTURES PERHAPS.
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*ALRIGHT, THE REAL TALK?!
I THINK I LEARNT SOME GD POINTS THAT HAD BEEN NURTURED IN THE HARD TIMES . I SAW A GLYNNIS THAT COULDN'T BE OR EVEN THINK LIKE B4.
ALSO, GOT IN A CLOSER BOND WITH FAMILY/ RATHER, MUMMY!
<3
I can only say be kind & forgiving. dont take anyone/anythg for granted. always cherish. Time can never turn back. be true to yrself ultimately. if thats how you feel, show it. if thats how you think, do it. nvr leave regrets. however, deep thoughts with self control is needed as well.
so, advice is to dont touch alcohol when you know that deep inside is suspressed with many kinds of emotions. hahaha -alright, reminding myself thru incidents & incidents =P
MANY thanks to the peeps who were either bombed with emotions by me/ bombed with calls/ bombed with 'whatever'. thanks all frens even if i never mention yr name. you know if you are one. (=
I lost due to the feelings & attachment with you.
I needs you, I wants you & I loves you, still.
see me speaking2:39 AM
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Not happy at all.
Just lack the courage to leave.
Dad's hospitalised thrice this month, I'm feeling the pains still tho.
Actual christmas was disappointing, disgusted and upset......
sometimes close ppl are the one that can kill you.
I hope I can really dont give a damn anymore.
Im so lazy even to rant here. My life is in a total mess with me not making firm and right moves.
I dont wanto be sad unnecessarily!! sighs.
Aims to quit smoking cus of my dearest father~
see me speaking1:15 AM
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Yes, its finishing. Just some touch up.
Was so tempted when she asked me to go on a roving job @ boat quay and stuffs instead when I told her I'm sick of Dbl O.
Slacking off while working at Obar
Gonna somehow inevitably miss this freaking places. 
Hennesy? haha
We dint care and went in twos that day =P
A total slack for me & syl and high for the other two? lol. pls take care.
I guess I wont be working this job anymore. Find it a pity and had struggled to balance for a long time between things tho.
Will definitely misss those paid night life with priorities and peeps. loves!
Things went off fine with my thickked skin / calmness?
I dont know, still feeling so lost and bottled up.
Just what do I want, hahs.
Uniformed us that night
(syl, me, silver & amanda)
We dint care and went in twos that day =P
A total slack for me & syl and high for the other two? lol. pls take care.
I guess I wont be working this job anymore. Find it a pity and had struggled to balance for a long time between things tho.
Will definitely misss those paid night life with priorities and peeps. loves!
Things went off fine with my thickked skin / calmness?
I dont know, still feeling so lost and bottled up.
Just what do I want, hahs.
see me speaking2:56 AM
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I didn't do anything to let you down
I noe what I did and I noe how you slashed my heart straight now.
After 2 years plus, thats all I am to you.
However depressed I may get, I must tell myself not to fall like then again.
But only can laugh at my cries right now.
Perhaps I just wasn't right or rather, in your opinions, would be wasn't too good for you.
I need a bf that could takecare of me physically and mentally. Do you?
If you come across this, pls, Im not trying to blog here and 'BITCH' abt the negative side of you & me. I just take this as my only source of venting out and pillow. I dont really talk to anyone abt the pains in me anymore.
After the messages this aftnoon, I really felt very hurt. Really monster, big big monster.
see me speaking1:07 PM
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HELLO!
Well, photos uploaded from weeks back till recent (=
Top one ktv session
me & jes
jac, jes & me
Enjoyed!
Thats not all~
Steamboat session!
There were a wide variety of food and its delicious and fresh!
There's many people alr just when the shop opens. Shortly after we sat, there was a long queue alr. phew!
Live prawns and fresh crabs! yummy yum yum!
The ones to be grilled can be passed to a station and they'll cook it and send it to you.
our stingray. hees.
Even bbq-ed mashmellows
& this is what happens when you plays with it too much? lol
The finishes.
Their desserts are good. I loved the choc eclair.
Chun huat live seafood(steamboat) @ novena!
lol. free ad for them?
hehehe
The bad shopping days!
Worked @ muee vivo
wow, so crowded!
Boring.
Currently jumping ard 3 jobs but I feel that I'm soon leaving with none or half.moneymoney come. oh gosh,
The food fair @expo
Bought 2 bottles of red wine & snacked. hehes. TIRED. But I love food, no choice.
& they are the girls for hennesy promoters @ dbl O. Support support! hahs.
sylvia, me & silver
syl, me & vivi
((=My classmate cum collegue cum partner. <3
We click on well and hit it off. Slacked aft work that day @ TCC among ourselves, had snacks and craps plus secrets disclosure. haha. I know we're bet to meet more people as we work.
Therefore, I know its hard for me to work on this line as I'm attached and no matter how much I wish to stay on, at the same time I wanna say I really detest the job thats seemingly too approachable. I believe they are too. Its just for the money afterall I reckon.
2 cups of volcanoes = ?
......
Anyway, had fun with them everytime the clock strikes (?) LOL. planning to go on smiroff roving, heard its much better. But shots pays better alot. hmm
However, I noe its gonna be hard. Jus bless me. I'm lost in the path to take, seriously.
Feels so lonely and empty inside.
see me speaking2:33 PM
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Yeah, alil updates b4 photos and stuffs
End of exams, celebrated - Top one ktv session & steamboat @ chun huat *yummy*
Back to work - muee, downtown E!hub & liquor job assignments @ Dbl O.
Mahjong too!
---Good & bad times
Misses
see me speaking10:04 PM
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