Feels that I'm just one of them, or even less important.

Its more of friendship that I'm hitting at now.

I did felt jealous, I did felt upset. angry and disappointed.

Made use/neglected/entertained when occupied?

-dont knowsss-

I sees too highly of us/myself.

Guess you'll be shocked/curious to noe if you're the 'friend' I'm talking about.

Already told you how I felt once but I still felt that feeling~

Why am I minding it so much??

maybe I shld fade away.

Loves still anws__ I'm so nice. haha~!

Seems so lest ya? hehs.

However, I realized that friendship can weigh as much as a r/s would bother sometimes!

Bunch of buddies I thot and yearn to last is not gonna be someday. We aint even there for each other much?!

Relationship dont seems very well in me too.

Family's internal conflicts and breakage is there.

_Sometimes really wonder where I belong_

God, take me home? =)