Was it a wrong decision I made too hastily???
I'm back earlier than I expected!
Well, let me begin from the start bah!
Had work in the morning and OT-ed and was super tired, shagged and somehow sick still.
Home I went and fell asleep for not too long later, I woke to prepare my bags and stuffs to set off to M'sia.
Purpose was to go and help to work for Ting's family biz there. It was too busy and shorthanded.
However, I had this bad premonition and lets see........
I went down till khatib to meet up and tog with her BF (ah bear), we headed to M'sia.
While in da bus over to M'sia checkpoint
She dun dare to take fearing for her 'shaggy' face to be somewhere like here. ;p
They had a house there like a terrace which cost the same for a 4 rm flat in tampines?
-cool-
e living room
The staircase to rooms
One of the sleeping room we're in
Didn't took much cus there's pretty much other relatives ard. heh.
This what happened when I woke up~
SWOLLENED EYE!!!
It hurts and its UGLY!
But, still not that bad right? Stay tune then.
I wento work still, feelin excited in a way as it was a whole new thing !
Free advertisement for her shop! haha.
Working scenes
I swear its much more crowded than whats taken here when its really 'biz hours'. I wont have the time to take pics when really gotta WORK! Not even a smoke or toilet break ! *pheww ~
Closing time
Her ah bear sweepin stunt >.<
Arranged the tables to colors and shapes on own preference. LOL
The first working day hours was from about 8/9am to 8 pm and I tell you its damn tiring plus my swollened eyes is making me intolerant of everything. The dad then changed the biz hours to closing @ 6pm. Nice.
Shagged work with swollened eyes- Day1
I looked darn spastic. No one asked anythg about my eyes except for 1 customer! just 1! Zzz. Guess they really thought I was like this. haha!
The night to sleep waiting for the 2nd day. Wishing tmr would be better but... stay on and see~
Trying to be funny
Seeing so many cucumbers, I dont wanna waste so...
I tried to be funnier! LOL!
Well, I woke up the next day being disappointed !
It got WORSE!
And its much more painful and unbearable.
Still, I went for work.
Halfway through work ard noon 2pm, I'm feeling worse and I cant really open my eyes clearly.
I went to a chinese clinic(ma guang) myself which is nearby the shop to have some check up and prescriptions made. Cost me 75 RM.
By then, I was having fever. Still, I went back to work but being much more restless and struggled till closing. Slept there by lying on the table while waiting for closing to be done.
Upon reaching to the house, I had this really FCUKING BAD HEADACHE that I couldn't eat/bath/sleep. Vomitted like 4 times. I cried, I really cried, alot in fact and I hid it all up.
Ps* I felt really alone without kins/someone who really would take care of me. I dont feels taken care of. You can say I'm like a kid but I guess evryone turns fragile when being sick? I understand that you want to be with bf/stick with bf more (as I see) but its like I'm willing to go over alone even if your bf's going and I'd be there only a few days whereas he will be there longer, why cant you be more of a sister-sister attitude 1st? I would have done better if I were you. I sms-ed u tellin you how I felt abt the frenship b4 and I felt worse when I link it together. Mayb Im sensitive but I was really sick, I needed care BY ACTIONS not only by buying thgs you noe??
I'M NOT BACKSTABBING/COMPLAINING HERE BEHIND AND ACT NOTHING INFRONT. IM NOT AFRAID YOU'LL SEE THIS POST AS WELL.
ITS JUST THAT I DONT WANTO BE STRAIGHT AND MAKE YOU AND MAYBE YOUR BF AS WELL TO FEEL DIFFICULT. MOREOVER, I DONT WANT YOU TO HAVE TO RE-STAGE YOURSELF.
I guess I dont like to get things by saying specifically in terms of these. I'd observe and realize and had realized?
But still, tks for some lil efforts and stuffs, really.
Im missing my bf too then. And my dad, my family!! I was really hoping they were there / I was home when I was in sucha state. Can you, whoever is reading, imagine my situation and feelings at that point?? I will never forget that night. =(((
-family is the BEST and my DAD is my SUPERMAN again- (To be elaborated later..)
More showcases of this big-small eyed ME =(((
Do you think its NORMAL???
BE PREPARED TO SEE THE FOCUSED ON SWOLLENED EYE
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-Cries-
Was alone in the room for somewhile and I really feels LONELY.
Alright, my dad got worried hearing my situation and my outburst of cries and I felt really sorry and touched. I SWEAR my dad is the BEST guy ever!!!! He had wanted to come in the middle of the night to pick me home but I refuses so the next MORNING about 7am, he called and reached the house at bout 10 to 11am! FROM SINGAPORE TO JB AND DIRECTLY TO THE PLACE I AM AT JUST TO PICK ME UP DUE TO BEING WORRIED, which friend would do that for you??
Actually wanted to get ting to fetch me out then at least my dad wouldn't be troubled soooo much but there's no way at that time I reckon. And My dad had a really bad impression and am really upset that I was 'locked' in the house all ALONE and the night b4 I was sick. To prevent much more resentments, I managed to call ting's mum who's in SG to get someone back to open the door for me to get OUT. They were saying what if something happened in the house and I cant get out? -Actually, yar..-
Well well, so off I am
Dearest DAD brought me and MUM to JUSCO for a good meal (at least for the days there?)
Getting better but still... =(
HOME! haha, actually, its not that I've not been away from home or I miss home like a kid that cant be independant but for what I felt and was like that night, Its really a relieve!
So happy and relaxed to be home. Least I have others and most imptly, my kins!! We aint good on the outside but when things happenes, I believe they will be the ones you really see. Esp my dad!! Love him alot alot. Without him, I will die!!!
Gonna sleep on my bed with my bears soon!! yay. =P
Sometimes ppl say things very 'nice' when requesting and when things are settled you see whats said are different!! I admit I am being indirect here but I wouldn't wanto calculate or let the whole world noes it all. Its a good thing having a blog, can rant your silence and hope for ppl to reflect if any need for them to/if they could. ha. Really, as I recall everythg from the texts and arrangements to whats said till plans are executing and in progress, I cant help shaking my head. Status of you somehow dropped in my heart now.
In all, sorry and tks. Take care and be glad there's him there yea. here's a slight goodbye.
Maybe only I noe what went wrong ba. Smtimes every friend is the same to me.
I tried to be funnier! LOL!
Alright, my dad got worried hearing my situation and my outburst of cries and I felt really sorry and touched. I SWEAR my dad is the BEST guy ever!!!! 