WEEKENDS
Cancelled quite a few shifts of work due to over-tireness and OVER-sickness
Had my 'forgotten' driving lesson and this time, I'm learning parallel parking and its goddamned irritating using the clutch, see here and there all. TIRED!
I doubt I'm able to pass my coming TP lar~
My traffic rules sucks and I am really prone to accidents? hurhur.
Sooooooooooo, when I drive, I guess you really dare to hop into the car yea? >.<
Wish me luck anws, dont wish to waste money and time for that fcuking licsence. =P
Meet this self-claimed 'lok kok' attired guy with a 'lok kok' weekend! LOL
I'm so much better right? hahaha
We headed to bugis unexpectedly and did shopping =P
Intended for sumptuous dinner @ restaurant for our 'anniversary' with peeps but I was sick and would not be able to eat this and that so It was cancelled and postponed to the actual date on oct?
I noe its complicated, nvm. hehs'
While he's trying on his tops at everlast
End of that day
MY shopping gains, hehe.
Whoever who asked for shopping, dont worry. I can still shop again. Things is never bought enough and as long as there's money to shop, why not? =P
But I think I'm getting broke? =(
Anws, THIS shopping gains was sponsored much by him (=
I hafta book in too. LOL
Byebuai
I noe army is a really #@^%$##$% matter BUT well, there's no choice. I really hope we can manage ourselves well.
Try on show. haha
He booked in hurriedly the next night and we had a quibble.
He booked in hurriedly the next night and we had a quibble.
Time seems so little.
Next weekend is burned for him and thus, its burned for us as well.
I'd be seein him only on the...25th?
Misses and take gd care darl.
Last min plan
Went to katong for pool and geylang for supper~
Bunch of spastic army guys =P
*I'm sorry that I lied
I knew you too well and your situation now
I do feel real bad but I wouldn't want to tell you cus I noe you'll sure be very upset/unhappy/....
I dont like to hide things either SERIOUSLY but I guess some white lies are essential?
-Sorry-
And also, I do apologize alot in my heart for I've been seemingly living on my 'own' and not showering you enough feelings as you may need.
But in my heart, there's always beats of yours.
I'm really afraid and super unwillng to end up having committing in this 2 years with your army 'atttitude' for nothing?
you know, nothing stays the same and people changes all the while.
Lets say when u ord, how will thgs be /how will u be and be to me then?
-I always ponders on it-
Sometimes I hope I could depict the future and I can make the right decisions. ha!
However, I noe u love me. *hugs* Tks for the cares and words.
I did think abt the r/s and seriously, it wasn't easy till now and yes,
many thgs happened and may have had changed down the road. .
Nothing's for sure tho I did hope that I could actually settle down alr. =P
Bad memories sometimes still haunts me.
see me speaking3:55 AM
xoxo