true colours.

Friday, July 4

Went to Night Safari.

I think its a wastage of my money =P

I cant really see the animals and its only a glace or two!

Turned giddy of looking left and right.
The foul smell suffocates me.

Mosquitos frequent my blood as well I think.

One word,

STUPID

hehe. alright la, its an experience? saw lions, thats the only thing I rmb most.

Oh, and the crocodile that was so near?

-etc-

Jus imagine you're in the zoo in the dark, thats somehow my night!

Watching show. lol

The girl style

And the man. lol!

Tried stomping. haha

Just like the dog, huskey?

Act close one. LOL. =P

shall I have this eyes on my hip to tell ppl, 'Im watching from behind you'. haha.

Xiang xiang~ been seeing her these days. hehs

The scenery from outside?

Tickets

Can you see it? basically, all I saw are almost like this sight.

Tram ride.

Had supper later on @ siglap's road HK cafe

Tell me why her face only !! nvm. lol

Dessert; Banana french toast with ice cream

Bill of about 70 bucks for 4 pax.

-gosh-

Im like spending too much this week eh?

Better save up.

You messaged me as normal and usual w/o knowing what had hurt me so much.

I felt like a fool worrying for nothing again.

Its not the first time!

Was wondering if smthg really happened next time I might not find out alr.

Do you know how it feels and what will your frens think when I'm asking them abt you and they noe yet I'm so ignorant?

I do bother about some 'face' and some of your Bro even never reply me.

When will I ever feel 'family' with you!

-LOST-

I realized my frenships are mostly a one way effort?
Just feels that I'm like the one there for you guys MORE than you guys are and it seems that when ppl are unhappy/having problems then they really find me out or smthg? Try counting the no. of times ya'll call me when ya're upset/needing someone and think. If any of you realized, I seldom call you anymore cus I'm feeling very dead alr. I'm not complaining and I might have my failures too definitely but I'd never stop to give as I can/possible to my bosom friends at least, Its just that I feels sad for myself when I'm sad and I dont see a friend like how I wished would be.

Tears flows as I finished typing those. 'haha'

Ps: Not pointing at anyone specifically but go and think, if you can agree with above, you might be one. *closest are the ones I mind the most. (=

I seems to be seeking smthg for time to pass each day

Am getting tired, really.

I wonder what's my life for sometimes.

see me speaking2:47 AM

xoxo