Thats my bf & my sis's bf riding the bicycle with whole load of food that we shopped for at loyang point. Great feeling. 
Yellow Me & Janee __Chinatown
Went cherry and its sucks, to me. =P
That day was totally ruined for me. I might as well not go, seriously. sighs. However, thanks monster looking after together and not leaving me alone any everywhere. Hope to have a better night out with you all? mMm.
*opps, I dint take photos of me & him, again. =(( Tried wanting to talk some things out but... You saw my tears, I seen your efforts, thats prob enough. Am glad I got you actually even tho I don seems to.
Seriously, how many people are truly happy here? how many are getting what they want? what's your definition of life/perfection/happiness? -just wondering if smone could share some genuine enlightenments for me. I feels that I need someone really strong, true, mature and thoughtful to hold me when I need to fall. I dont really dare to fall cus I don see anyone who can really give me the support and concern I needed? -Maybe my expectations are high, whatever. Seems to be seeing some change in me, good or bad, I dont know.
These days, I've not been in the best of mood and luck etc. Alright, as usual, finacially really getting stressed up esp now the things I'm paying for is getting higher and more but what I'm taking in seems lesser. But, these are all but monetary(vex enough tho), which I deemed external factors, issues. Now, whats what I deemed to be internal? Its the problems/feelings I have on the people I bother to as well as the things I'm obliged to I reckon.
For friends, I can only say that I see bigger steps to take to you individually than b4 and I'm tired too. Am glad inside that some long contact once contacts or further friends called to ask how I am and wanting to catch up and this is what the closest forgot?
*Gf, I misss you alot and am really trying to be understanding yet worried/concern abt everythg. I noe ya're older, been thru more and am strong but with the diff in characteristics that brought out diff actions. Just hope you noe, Im always your GF. U take gd care!
Take gd care all my friends/buddies/sisters and needless to say my family and love, despite all drift-ness/quarrels, as long as you were nice and true, I'll always be standing by for ya. - oh yes, I did wonder (as sm1 asked me) if I was giving too much than what returns and I agreed. With that, it turned me rather hostile/cold for sometime and thinking now, there shld be times when people gave more too ya. So lets not calculate the returns. Okay, Im contradicting?! - screams-
Have you scrolled your phonebook and wonder who to call when you really want to let out your emotions even when you seems to have so many ard apparently??
Ps: I'm not depressed