Feeling so wrong inside and I feels that I've no one that I'd really want to turn to(for now maybe) and therefore, blog, thanks!

There's always unhappiness & its getting dreadful as I hear/see/feel it from just the closest.

I seek into who I have for enough reliance and genuine heart which comprises of 'loyalty' and deep considerations but to no avail.

Sometimes, I wonder if Im in oblivion. 'haha!'

This world isn't fair at all and people dont always rememebers you when they got themself something; not just in terms of materials.

I do hope to live for myself & live by myself but I simply cant bear emptiness. Even on the surface I'm not lonely, I usually feels so. Probably due to the lack of understanding and real type of companionship. I'm really trying my best to stand right straight up as I fear for the lowest period that could take me away.

I'm left speechless.

Monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday monday tuesday.......

Life's but a cycle with all emotions.

Do u know just how hard is it to have a perfect soulmate?