Not happy at all.

Just lack the courage to leave.

Dad's hospitalised thrice this month, I'm feeling the pains still tho.

Actual christmas was disappointing, disgusted and upset......

sometimes close ppl are the one that can kill you.

I hope I can really dont give a damn anymore.

Im so lazy even to rant here. My life is in a total mess with me not making firm and right moves.

I dont wanto be sad unnecessarily!! sighs.

Aims to quit smoking cus of my dearest father~